And We Are Back Ladies & Gentlemen...

I had such a great time in Missouri with my baby John. The whole trip was flawless and it was so good to be with him.

I have to admit, during my trip I questioned whether or not this (our relationship) was going to work out. I just have this fantasy that the person I am with should be a carbon copy of me. There are certain things that John would say or do that would irk me and make me want to say, "It's over."

After coming home on Saturday I realized as I have time and time again in the past that he's the one as I feel SO incomplete without him. I have a great job and my life in Phoenix is great, but I feel like a zombie. Like I'm missing something. That something is John.

So as I save up tons and tons of money the next few years so that I can move out to Missouri, I'm just going to thank God every day that he's in my life.

By the way, if you live in Phoenix and park in the parking lots at the airport, make sure you get on the right shuttle going back to the lot. I made that mistake and fortunately for me, the nice shuttle driver drove me to my car instead of telling me to get the fuck off you dumb traveler. This world needs more people like him. :)