Monday, July 25, 2005

A Love Story

I've been a very bad blogger. BAD blogger! I haven't kept up with this. Does it count that I've been thinking and meaning to??? I guess it doesn't.

My life isn't the most interesting especially lately. I have yet to discuss my recent visit to Missouri to see my baby. Nothing new to tell there. In order to understand, I would have to start from the beginning. Want to hear about it? Hear we go:

I met John last May. After 12 boyfriends in the year since moving to Phoenix, I needed a little break from the dating game. You know the old saying that love happens when you are not looking? Well, it happened with me.

John and I met through a yahoo group. Never mind what group we met through. None of ya business. Let's just say it was an adult-oriented group and leave it at that.
One day out of the blue, he instant messaged me. I didn't think nothing of it, just thought it was a guy who wanted me to show my goodies on cam or something. So even though I came THISCLOSE to not talking to him, I said to myself why not and started small talk with him.

Over the course of a couple of months, I noticed something in him that I have yet to notice in anybody else online much less in adult-oriented groups....he was sincere and honest. He is only in that group because of the interest he had on the subject associated with this group and not out for a sleazy good time with random strangers. As a matter of fact, he had sowed his wild oats earlier on in his life and realized that those were just poor substitutions of what he really wanted....a relationship.

Having found someone, especially online, so open, communicative and not a hint of "let me see your nuts", I was enamored right away.

I know...internet love. Doomed for disaster right? Well, not quite.

He came to visit me last July (July 22nd to be exact) after chatting everyday for months prior to that. God, reading this last sentence I couldn't help but think of the loser on Napoleon Dynamite who met his love online.

Anywho, we had a great time the whole week we were here. It was so refreshing and I was falling for this guy.

To be continued....

Friday, July 22, 2005

A Song Written About Me

I have a VERY short temper. Anything can set me off. J understands and tries to be supportive, but I know I get on his nerves.

This morning, I heard this song on the radio. The Animals - Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood

I listened closely to the lyrics and it described me to a "T".

So to J....I am really a nice person. Really. Just work with me and be supportive. Much love...Robert.

The Animals - Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood

Baby, do you understand me now
Sometimes I feel a little mad
Well don't you know that no-one alive
Can always be an angel
When things go wrong I seem to be bad

I'm just a soul who's intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Baby, sometimes I'm so carefree
With a joy that's hard to hide
And sometimes it seems that
All I have to do is worry
And then you're bound to see my other side

I'm just a soul who's intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

If I seem edgy, I want you to know
That I never mean to take it out on you
Life has it's problems and I get my share
And that's one thing I never mean to do
'Cause I love you

Oh, oh, oh, baby, don't you know I'm human
Have thoughts like any other one
Sometimes I find myself alone and regretting
Some foolish thing, some little simple thing I've done

I'm just a soul who's intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Yes, I'm just a soul who's intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Yes, I'm just a soul who's intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Yes, I'm just a soul who's intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Friday, July 15, 2005

Geek Chic (?!?!?!)

As I type this, I'm seeing the whole hoopla regarding Harry Potter and the books on the TV news.

Some kids/adults are waiting in line dressed up as their favorite Harry Potter character.

About a month ago, the Star Wars craziness was in full swing. Also, some kids/adults dressed like their favorite Star Wars character.

Both Harry Potter and Star Wars fans wore the same thing....a big "L" on their foreheads.


(Yeah, I'm being a bitter bitch tonight...my monthly "friend" has arrived.) ;)

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Test

Test test test.
 
I'm back from Missouri.   I will post pics and jibber-jabber about it later.  I'm swamped at work, but decided to take a break and try out this email-to-blog program.  Hope it works.
 
Toodles!
 
 

Friday, July 01, 2005

My Last Entry

For about a week anyway.

Scared ya there for a sec, huh? Perhaps made some of you happy thinking that I'm leaving the web world. Ha to you, I say.

Anyway, I'm off on Sunday to see my baby in Missouri. It's been 3 months since I saw him last. Long distance relationships are so hard. :( It's working out though. Must be the love.

My best friend is coming tonight to hang out with me today & tomorrow and she will also cat sit for me while I'm gone.

I'll try to post pics of my trip, my baby, and my kitties after I get back.

Have a great 4th of July weekend, y'all.

*HUGS*