What I'm Listening To...

The Pointer Sisters "Slow Hand"

I am...

Gay Bear


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Take a Peek Inside My Mind at This Very Moment

I seriously need to go home and sleep.

I'm so bored I can scream. Same shit day in and day out at this job.

J and I got into a spat about conversations.

I get easily annoyed.

I wish I was on a plane to see J. 12 more days.

I have a "diva-like" attitude, according to, well, everybody.

I'm craving ice cream...chocolate chip cookie dough, please.

Scratch the ice cream thought.....I just saw myself in the mirror.

Note to self: lose weight to look like Lara Flynn Boyle.

Why are both my cars breaking down at the same time?

I love listening to this radio station.

I'm gonna go smoke a cig to pass the time now. :)

Five Seconds Later...

Ok, I fixed the problem. Damn HTML codes and stupid quotation mark that I missed.

Why do you taunt me blog?!

I decided my blue-only blog was getting really nauseating and needed something a bit more cheerful.

So I changed it.

And lost everybody's links as well as other things. :(

Now, I can't get a link to show up (so sorry...Confessions of A Guy). So before I get fired by spending my entire work hours trying to fix it, I'm just gonna wait until it fixes itself.

(Yeah...that's gonna happen)

Bette Midler

I just saw The Stepford Wives, and I love the Divine Ms. M a whole lot more. She's awesome (and gay friendly!).

Reminiscing - Part Two

I have been reminiscing about the good old days of my childhood. It was so much better then without any responsibilites that adulthood brings.

Funny, when I was a child I wanted to grow up so fast! Now, I want the time to go backwards to childhood.

Damn Yankees "Come Again"

Reminiscing - 1984

What I'm listening to:

Foreigner "Waiting For A Girl Like You"

Gosh how I miss those good ol' days.

Confession

I heart Hello Kitty



(How gay am I????)

It's All Fun and Games Until Someone Dislocates A Shoulder

Funny thing happened on the way home today. As I was driving home, I noticed a kid on a bike pulling his friend on a skateboard with a rope. The kid on the skateboard fell and didn't move at all. His friend, however, kept on riding away. I pulled up next to the kid on the bike and said, "Dude, isn't that your frien back there?" He looks back and says, "Oh shit!" Yeah...no kidding dude. So he heads back there. In the meantime, the kid who fell was still not moving. So, on this 110 degree day, I couldn't just leave him there, so I backed up and got out of the car. As I got out, the kid who fell got up and I asked him if he was ok . He said he was although he was holding his shoulder. So I thought, well they must live around here so there's not much I can do, so I left. As I was walking back to my car, people in other cars were staring at me AS IF I JUST HIT THE KID WITH MY CAR!!! I thought, "Oh fuckin' great! So now they are gonna probably call the cops on me and I'll be on the news!" (Did I ever mention I have a very imaginative mind???) Ok, so I guess this story wasn't so funny since the kid fell and apparently hurt himself.

Now I've Seen Everything!!!

I, too, would like my very own chicken to dress

Melancholy

Melancholy...such a positive good-sounding word! Wrong! It may be cute like a small baby tiger, but it's actually a bad thing.

Here's what melancholy means:
1. Affected with or marked by depression of the spirits; sad. See Synonyms at sad.
2. Tending to promote sadness or gloom: a letter with some melancholy news.
3. Pensive; thoughtful.

That's how I feel right now. More so pensive; thoughtful. Maybe I'm just bored. I always have to keep moving and stimulated. I had two jobs at one point to keep me busy, but it turned out to be too exhausting. Getting 40% off the clothes where I worked was great, but that's where my paycheck would go...on clothes. So I decided no more jobs.

So here I sit at home on a Saturday with only $23 in my account to play with. I get paid on Wednesday (yaay!), but it can't come fast enough.

Such is life. *sigh*

Mmmmmmmm....mullets.

Is it wrong of me to think guys with mullets are hot???

I Have No Best Friend

Ok...so maybe the title is overdramatic.

What I meant to say is that my best friend has been demoted to just a "friend". Let me explain why.

She has this habit of attracting shit to herself. Not literally...figuratively, you silly rabbits! She's like a magnet that attracts metal. Now is she a poor soul has been rained on by Murphy's Law? Um, no, not exactly. She seeks it out. The complexity of this situation is so big to discuss in detail in this entry and besides, I don't want to bore anybody.

Let's just say that she has been through hell and is not back yet. Why is she not back? Because she's out there putting out fires and being a savior to everybody else around her FIRST before taking care of her own shit. And boy, does she have a lot to clean up in her own life before taking on other's crap! So who gets to hear it all and in turn be stressed about it? ME! Yep, little ole emotional vulnerable me. I'm like a sponge, sucking up everything that is said to me and then categorizing it into my many emotional states: anger, sadness, happiness, stress, etc. Well her stuff always stresses me out.

So is it bad of me to keep her at arm's length and demote her to friend status? I just feel like I have so much on my plate myself to listen to somebody else's pain and struggles. Or maybe I'm just an asshole.

I had something good to say...really.

Funny. When I'm sitting around not in front of the computer, doing my thing, some really interesting thoughts pop into my head that I would like to share with the internet world. However, I am too lazy to stop whatever I'm doing, turn on my computer, wait forever until it boots up, log in the blog and type it out. So I say to myself, "I'll remember and post it next time I'm online." Famous last words.

So as much as I would have like to have shared some interesting thought provoking words, I can't. Call it blog block or something.

Have a nice Saturday evening, and have wonderful Paul Walker dreams...I know I will. :)

This is only a test...

Just testing how to post pictures.



Is it a coincidence I chose Paul Walker as my test picture? No, I think not.

Nothingness

That's what my mind is right now...nothingness. You could hear the tumbleweeds rustle by. J is coming "home" from Seattle tonight. I'm so happy.

Why "home" in quotes you may ask? Let me tell you something. Wanna hear it? Hear it goes:

J and I met a little over a year ago online (don't ask). I was tired of the whole dating scene and was gonna give myself a break. I was on Yahoo IM one day, and "pop" comes a message. Saying "Hi. Saw your name at (again, don't ask)" and just wanted to chat." So we chatted, thinking he might be an online pen pal at best. Over time, we began falling head over heels and saying the "L" word to one another.

Looks like I went off on a tangent there for a sec, but I wanted to give some history of J. So J lives far far away (in a distance galaxy...ha ha) in Missouri. While lil ole me is in Arizona. Somehow, someway, the powers that be is making it work.

I'm so happy he's back to his home because I kinda consider his casa my casa. I don't like it when he travels on business. I feel like the housewife left home alone.

So that's my rambling for today. I leave work in a few and look out weekend cuz here I come.