You know it's going to be a bad day when...

• You decide to hit the snooze button one too many times that when you do get up, you are running around like a chicken with its head cut off rushing to get to work.
• You step on what you think is dried up white paint, and you slip on it because it's actually some slimy unknown substance someone decided to dump on the floor.
• You are driving to work and get stuck behind a stupid person driving 10 mph below the speed limit.
• While you are behind said bad driver, there's nothing good on the radio but a compilation of the songs you hate the most.
• You are a nervous wreck because late Friday, you told off a coworker because they pissed you off and now fear the repercussions.
• Last, but not least (especially for a gay man), because you were running late this morning, you picked the worst possible color combination of slacks and shirt that it looks like you dressed in the dark.
  

My Boring Survey

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Robert
Birthday:	6/24/77
Birthplace:	El Paso. TX
Current Location:	Phoenix, AZ
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Black
Height:	5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today:	AE Hiking Boots
Your Weakness:	Put food in front of me, and I'll do anything.
Your Fears:	Losing job, being broke, losing Brian.
Your Perfect Pizza:	Pizza Hut Pan Pizza with Pepperoni & Mushrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Buy a new car
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	:)
Thoughts First Waking Up:	I don't want to go to work.
Your Best Physical Feature:	My hair
Your Bedtime:	10:00 pm
Your Most Missed Memory:	Anything involving childhood
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee
Do you Smoke:	Yes
Do you Swear:	Yes
Do you Sing:	Yes
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes
Have you Been in Love:	Yes
Do you want to go to College:	Been there, done that.
Do you want to get Married:	As "married" as one can be for a fag
Do you belive in yourself:	Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	No
Do you think you are Attractive:	No
Are you a Health Freak:	No
Do you get along with your Parents:	Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes
Do you play an Instrument:	Yes...trumpet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	No
In the past month have you Smoked:	Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	No
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No
Ever been Drunk:	Yes
Ever been called a Tease:	No
Ever been Beaten up:	No
Ever Shoplifted:	Yes
How do you want to Die:	In my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	I'm already grown up. :)
What country would you most like to Visit:	Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue
Favourite Hair Color:	Blonde
Short or Long Hair:	Short
Height:	Anything above 6 feet
Weight:	weight proportionate to height
Best Clothing Style:	T-shirt and jeans
Number of Drugs I have taken:	1
Number of CDs I own:	6
Number of Piercings:	had 2.
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	1
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

7 Days

7 days before my baby gets here. He is going to kill me for doing this, but I can't help but post his picture. Ain't he a doll?!

Mondays

Mondays suck! That's all I got to say. Thanks for listening.

121 Days

Without rain.

Rain...where the fuck are you?

I'm sorry...

...for having such a boring life that if I were to blog about it, it will put you all in a deep coma.

Seriously. Nothing happens to me.

Well, almost nothing. I mean, I did get a new b.f. who's moving in with me in 2 months and I did get multiple sclerosis, from somewhere, probably from touching my "no no" parts too much.

But other than that, nothing happens to me every day for me to rush home and blog about it. Not even witty things have been crossing my mind lately. I'm just here. Numb. Going through the motions of life.

I could tell you about how I am reconciling accounts at work (since I'm an Accountant and all), and how I rarely get visitors in my office since all I do is count beans all day long. Which I love! I knew I wanted to be an Accountant since I was a little kid. While all the kids are playing with toys, I was trying to gather a few friends to play "office". Yes....you heard right...play "office". Sad but true.

Anywho....I better stop before I put you all to sleep.

I'm just here, happy, waiting for Brian (Mr. Brian as I like to call him) to move out here so we can be an old married couple. It's all downhill after 28 folks. I shall now go to the grandma store and buy myself a shawl to wear over my shoulders. Shit....buy?! I'll just buy yarn to make myself one!

Toodles!

L-O-L!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was just a matter of time...I love it!

Mixture of Emotions

I'm so full of different emotions right now that I'm numb. Like a zombie of a bad horror movie (which I'm a closet fan of).
I'm feeling scared, in love, happy, and frustrated.

Let's break it down, shall we?

• Scared - I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow for my newly discovered multiple sclerosis. Dr. Jonathan Carter is his name at the Mayo Clinic in Scottsdale. I hear he's the best of the best. Not to mention that he works in a well-renowned clinic. Obviously very popular clinic too as I attempted to make an appointment on Friday and was told that there's a waiting list AND those on the waiting list are not usually accepted as patients. But my cutey neurologist doctor (who I think was flirting with me during my visit...another story for another time), Dr. Gregory Hunter, pulled some strings and got me into the Mayo Clinic ASAP. Anyway, going back to being scared, I don't know what's going to happen. My baby is in Kentucky and wish he were with me to hold my hand.
  
• In Love - With a certain 6'4" hottie by the name of Brian. My new love. My soulmate. He's moving out here with me in about a month so we can start the wonderful married life that most people dreamt of. What happen to John, you may be asking. Well, I ended it for various reasons. John was a great great guy, but I think he would just make a better friend than husband material. I also did not move out to Phoenix and start my career as an Accountant only to move three years later to a small town with NO job market and work at Lowe's or American Eagle while some Accountant job comes up. Wow, run on sentence. Anyway, that's that.
• Happy - Thanks to Brian, my decision about John, my happy pills, and my career, I have no reason not to be happy. Oh yeah, the MS thing. Well, nothing I can do about it but fight it and not let it take over my life and kill me softly. Roberta Flack....good times. Sorry for my scatter brain tonight folks. It's all over the place.
  
• Frustrated - Because I see two of everything. Oh look! There are now 8 lanes on the freeway. Um, no, Robert, there's only 4. Oh look! The lady at Starbuck's gave me two coffees instead of one. Um, no, there's only 1 cup in front of you, now pick it up and get your ass to work cuz you are late. I want to see one of everything again. Too frustrating!

So thanks to everybody out there in cyberworld (Hot Toddy, Abbie, Michael) and people around me for the love and support. I am soaking it all in. Y'all good people are another reason why I'm so happy, too.

I'm finally taking my mother's advice and just take days one at a time. That's what I intend to do. Thanks mom! :)

What I'm Listening To....

Seals and Croft "Summer Breeze"

New Name...New Start

Updated your bookmarks, links, etc......http://thegayspot.blogspot.com

Quick News

• Brian and I are in love. He's moving here by April 1st (hopefully) and transferring his FedEx job over.
• We have found a place to live in a lake subdivision.
• I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. Fo' real! But I'm fine. Dazed and confused.

More later...when I'm not overwhelmed with stupid work.

This must be a sign of old age...

....or bad genes. I got a call from the doc yesterday and he suspects I may have multiple sclerosis. I have an appointment with a neurologist on Tuesday to confirm. Sucks ass to say the least. But I'm handling it well due to having my Brian in my life and my happy pills.

Speaking of Brian...I can't really have the name "randjforever" in my URL since, as you know R isn't with J anymore. I will have to change that soon.

Toodles all!

P.S.
GO STEELERS (I'm not a sport fan at all, but I like the pretty colors the Steelers have in their helmets. Yeah, I'm gay like that.)

What I'm Listening To...

The Shirelles - Baby It's You